Sunday, August 10, 2014

An unexpected turn



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Tuesday, August the fifth. The year 2014. All the clothes tightly rolled and shoved inside “jebra” bags, all the schoolbooks packed in sturdy boxes, all the indispensable cellphone and laptop rechargers safely (but rather unkindly) thrown into bags, all the dishes washed, the kitchen spick-and-span — we were all set to go! Tomorrow, we’d start on our trip to the mountains at 6AM!
Packing is always tiring, but the anticipation of returning to our beloved village-home spurred our tired hands and feet to further tasks.
“Baba? Let’s go! When are we going to Palung?” my little brother Sumpurna is ever the impatient one to start! Kicking up his heels and lying placidly on the couch, he is a big motivator, indeed — a good cheerleader, though not exactly a helper. But now, at last, the packing was all done.
Too bad my sister Upasana was feeling a bit unwell. But she would probably get over that fever overnight. . .


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Wednesday, August the sixth. The year 2014. Morning dawned, we hit the road. Not all of us went, though. Only Baba and Upa went to the hospital. Examinations, prescriptions, and an order to rest — we resigned ourselves to a normal day, hoping to travel in several days. She had caught the circulating virus.

Thursday, August the seventh. The year 2014.Sumpurna got sick, too. A raging fever of 105, an 11-cm spleen (it should have been 4), tonsillitis, mouth sores, and what not. A praise: it was not malaria!

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Some highlights:
My brother was assigned in a second story room. My father heard a beeping horn. Looking outside, he saw the pediatrician honking his motorcycle horn and waving at Sumpurna.
“Blowing the horn is not allowed in the hospital area. Isn’t it, Baba?” he said.
Another time, the pediatrician asked my brother who his best friend was.
“Didi,” he replied.
I approve.

Friday, August the eighth. The year 2014. Brother came home from the hospital — not sent — came. He still had the needle-whatchamacallit in his wrist, poor boy! He wanted me to post the pictures here, so here they are, for “all the world to see” (according to him).
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Saturday, August the ninth. The year 2014. There was no way of going to the village 2 hours away for the church meeting, so Saturday was not really a Saturday that day. Watched youtube videos “How to Teach Your Child to Swim,” “Three Little Pigs,” “Little Red Riding Hood,” and the Berenstain Bears. I had to watch ever single one with him — content check, music check,  etc., etc.

Sunday, August the tenth. The year 2014. Upa is better. Sumpurna finished all 7 doses of his intravenous medicine this evening. Tomorrow, we are planning to go to Palung. This week was an unexpected bend for us all. But, our Father worked it all out according to His perfect plan that He had established before the foundations of the earth were laid!
The special verses God used to speak to me this week:
Give us help from trouble: for vain is the help of man. Through God we shall do valiantly: for he it is that shall tread down our enemies” (Ps. 60:11-12).
“From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I” (Ps. 61:2).

Friday, August 1, 2014

Mazes, dead-ends, and the Way to Success


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And Theseus . . . returned to the entrance of the Labyrinth. . . with a pelekis, a ball of red fleece thread, and great intuition . . . he had prevailed over the fearful Minotaur. . . 
If you happen to have a puzzled look on your face, go read Greek mythology to find out  . . .


Is life a maze?
Sometimes I feel that way — especially when I see the same dead end before me again and again. Finding myself at the same place I had hoped to never see again is quite disheartening.
How did I get there? Obviously, I arrived there because I went through the same entrance, followed the same path, and made the same turns.
How was that possible? Probably, I forgot. Most certainly, I did not realize it was the wrong path. If I had, I wouldn’t have come all the way there!
For me, the most grievous part being deflected in such a way is the knowledge that it did not have to happen. As a child of God and redeemed by His infinite grace, I know that it is not my Father’s will for me to waste my life by “going in circles” and ending up in cul-de-sacs.
What light, direction, and guidance I need, He has already provided. It is when I step into the darkness, depart from the way, and leave my guide, that I get lost. The Psalmist has said,
“Thy Word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path” (Psalm 119:103).
He has not promised to light up the whole maze, but He has promised to be our guide, even unto death (Psalm 48:14 ). The light we need to take one step ahead of us, He has promised to give. But when I step away from the Light of Life, how can I possibly expect to walk in the same path as He is, in Whom is no darkness at all?
He is the Way, the Truth, the Life. He is the Light, the Lamp, the Guide. Dear reader, do you have Him with you? He has given His promise that those who put their trust in Him shall not be ashamed. The flip side of it is: if we do not, we shall be.
I wonder how I could have lived 13 years of my life without that Light. I wonder how I can still turn my back to Him and step aside, into the darkness. It is possible — it is easy. The old one within me loves that. But the end of it are the ways of death.
“I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live:” (Deut 30:19).
Choose life, choose life! That is the beautiful command of our soul’s greatest Lover.